Where you are

In the spur of the moment or was it my morning fuzziness instead that prompted me to book a room up in genting. It's been quite a while since i was up on some highlands so i thought it'll be a good chance to get away from the caught up city life and do a lil personal reflection. Been wanting to do that for a while so i'm hoping it all gets well. Would love to be at the beach though but the even the nearest one is miles away so that's out the window.

Personally for me, i don't see anything wrong with going there all alone and i don't see why most people would always give me that weird look when you say you're going alone. Heck most of the places i go i'd travel alone.

The thought came to me yesterday when i was on my bed thinking why do i travel alone most of the time. For one, it's easier than trying to rally people to join you. Then if you ask the guys, they'll start asking if any girls would be going. If none, then they wouldn't even bother going. You ask the girls and they need to ask their friends. That's one of the reason why my trip to redang never materialise. Great friends i have huh.

I think more than that, it's cause i'm so much more comfortable being with myself. I always feel that when there's someone around, i'm not myself and it's kinda hard to deal with it for me cause i always tend to please others. So yeah, it always end up that way unless it's someone that i'm really really comfortable with.

Bah, what the heck am i saying now.